My <3 has been ripped out of my chest.

Matts gone and its only been two days and im already lost. i dont know what to do bc theres nuthing i can do it get him home. I cant even pick up a phone and call him. Maybe it will make us stronger? schools ok but i dont have anyone to walk to 4th hour with anymore.

9-12-02

<3 kyndall

1. FUCK HIM!

2. IM MOVING ON

Funny how much people can change in a couple of days. I realy think this is the right thing to do though.

Ok so day one, newyears and everytihng is fine were "in love". day two, he wont answer my calls. day three, he ditches me for all his friends and girls and still wont answer my calls so i call heather and talk to him that way and end it. Day four he wants me back? Fuck that!

With in 3 years you think you know everything about a person, but in reality you know nuthing. o well its over now and no more living in the past. im going to move on.

other than that,, been hanging out with miss megan a lot. shes a joy. i love her to death.

HIGH SCHOOL IS FAKE!

YOUR OWN ERSONAL JESUS.

Feeling alone, and your all alone

Flesh and bone by the telephone.

pick up the recevier, ill make you a believer.

i will deliever

you know im a forgiver

yeah.

_M.M._

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

Im so ready for new years eve. a brand new start,, and theres a few things i do need a new start to. But uhh yea whats everyone doing for new years??

Hung out with the grlys this weekend.. amy and heather,. i love them. it  felt good being on my own with out any cometments or anyone/ thing to tie me down.. (i do miss him) 

- went to the club friday night with amy n heather. it was fun i talked them in to the "cage" with me. haha i love them! It was funny, these guys kept trying to get us to go drink with them but i couldnt tell them my number bc i couldnt remember it. ha. o well

thats about all i have to say today

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

Today was a good day... thought i didnt do very much.

things between me and "him" are much better. Hes my Best friend and fights are part of a relationship i guess but i do love him ALOT and im willing to but up with all the fights. I miss miller alot STUPID INHOUSE fuck it i hate things that take her away from me lol. god its only tuesday and im already ready for the weekend. im not to excited about finals thought there going to be a bitch!!  anyways... heres some pictures!

Me on the hammock!

WEL NO OTHER PICTURES ARE WORKING HAHA!